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The most saddest day of my life, is when my beloved father passed away..
at that time, I was still in school, my friends and I , we're heading to solatul zuhur( afternoon prayer ),then
our teacher come and says that I have permission to leave... from her face, I know that my father now is gone forever....
Now the most beloved and dearest to me, after my mother, my mother , my mother , my father is my grandmother , her name is Hajjah Aminah, passed away last jummah(Friday ), at the age of 90 years old and I just received the news this morning..It was one of the darkest moments of my life. Not only did I lose a grandmother but I also lost a part of me.
She is the heavenly gift. . She has a strong personality. She is very religious. never miss solah(5 daily prayers for islamic religion) .. Her life is so amazing to tell,
most of her children passed away before her... including my father , my uncle... and some of her grandchildren also passed away .. Death has no age..
but the most saddest part is that none of her living children at beside her when the time of Angel of Death comes, she all alone..
The last time I meet my grandmother is at the time of eid ul fitri,(en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eid_al-F…) with smile on her face, the brightest smile that anyone can give to me is from her. I still can remember it till this day,
... I gave her 1 dirham( 1 silver coin) as a gift... i never knew it was the first and the last gift i ever gift to her...
and the last words I says to her is, "if you gone , I will make dua(pray )for you every day "
the is nothing more to says cause it will only bring tears to the eyes.. All in my life the most dearest person gone while I never in they present.. I never question it.. and I know Allah s.w.t (GOD AL MIGHTY )wisdom and his mercy upon everything that happen to me..
"May Allah(GOD AL MIGHTY ) have Mercy on her." "She spends her last moment of life all alone. Death come her alone and on the Day of Resurrection, she will stand up all alone!"
May Allah s.w.t (GOD AL MIGHTY ) make her a house closer to Him in Jannah (Paradise ), and may we all will be united in Jannah (Paradise ) ..
Ameen..
at that time, I was still in school, my friends and I , we're heading to solatul zuhur( afternoon prayer ),then
our teacher come and says that I have permission to leave... from her face, I know that my father now is gone forever....
Now the most beloved and dearest to me, after my mother, my mother , my mother , my father is my grandmother , her name is Hajjah Aminah, passed away last jummah(Friday ), at the age of 90 years old and I just received the news this morning..It was one of the darkest moments of my life. Not only did I lose a grandmother but I also lost a part of me.
She is the heavenly gift. . She has a strong personality. She is very religious. never miss solah(5 daily prayers for islamic religion) .. Her life is so amazing to tell,
most of her children passed away before her... including my father , my uncle... and some of her grandchildren also passed away .. Death has no age..
but the most saddest part is that none of her living children at beside her when the time of Angel of Death comes, she all alone..
The last time I meet my grandmother is at the time of eid ul fitri,(en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eid_al-F…) with smile on her face, the brightest smile that anyone can give to me is from her. I still can remember it till this day,
... I gave her 1 dirham( 1 silver coin) as a gift... i never knew it was the first and the last gift i ever gift to her...
and the last words I says to her is, "if you gone , I will make dua(pray )for you every day "
the is nothing more to says cause it will only bring tears to the eyes.. All in my life the most dearest person gone while I never in they present.. I never question it.. and I know Allah s.w.t (GOD AL MIGHTY )wisdom and his mercy upon everything that happen to me..
"May Allah(GOD AL MIGHTY ) have Mercy on her." "She spends her last moment of life all alone. Death come her alone and on the Day of Resurrection, she will stand up all alone!"
May Allah s.w.t (GOD AL MIGHTY ) make her a house closer to Him in Jannah (Paradise ), and may we all will be united in Jannah (Paradise ) ..
Ameen..
I have a lot of things to take care now.. I will not have enough time to finish and upload chapter 5 for now
, hope you guys can wait till I have the courage and the mood to post it here...
thanks for reading, and may your kindness be rewarded!!
Hey guys!! I'm back!! + news
Hey guys! finally I'm here!! hahah
Well 2 month ago, I have decided to quit , my full time job, and take a long vacation ,
while I'm still learning digital art, I think I get to a point that now I can do better in digital more than traditional .
so I had decided to completely remake all the upcoming characters , that will be debuting in D.bleze's digital remaster ,
so I finally finished that, honestly I'm quite happy with that , cause this time, I get a whole month to put all my might into designing them..
and now my vacation is over, I may get a part time job, but I really wanna focus on D.bleze's and make it big,
so I finally open
PREMIUM MEMBERSHIP + POINTS GIVEAWAY!!! (closed)
Hello friends, watchers, and other people! I am hosting a give-away ,
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How to enter:
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My End of the Year Speech
With the name of Allah (God ), the Beneficent, the Merciful)
today is the last day of 2014,
and a lot of things happen to me personally ,
and a lot of things happen to my beloved country ,
first MH370 , MH17 and
now Malaysia's worst flooding in a decade has forced nearly a quarter of a million people from their homes,
“This is a tragic day, tragic year, for Malaysia” – PM Najib
"everybody has a problem , if your world is free from problem , then your heaven has lost it value"
Allah s.w.t (God )tells us that we will be tested. He also makes it clear to us what is expected from us when we undergo these trials and what
INKtober +news and rules
if you guys don't know what is INKtober here http://mrjakeparker.com/inktober
so just to inform you all, that as you guys notice that Onebrush project is dismissed and I know I just do it half way , due to the fact that I'm starting to learn the basic of digital drawing and I consume most of my free time , to learn the fundamental . so I decided to end the project halfway.
but the good news is all the artwork posted (in the last journal ) , whether I already make it or not, I will take all the and convert it to Inktober artwork..
but since it only limited to 31 artworks for 31days , so I have to combine
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I know this is way late and random, but I just noticed this, and wanted to send my condolences. I'm really sorry for your losses. I can only imagine what you're going through. We obviously don't know each other, but I'm here for ya...Virtually, at least 
. Again, I hope you're doing well, friend, and may Allah be with you .
. Again, I hope you're doing well, friend, and may Allah be with you .